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Self​-​Help, The Checkup

by Mocksmile & skinxbones

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1.
Instrumental Illness II 01:00
2.
Leandro Alem 03:02
lyrics
ΩMEGA: GET THE SHOTTY RELOAD IT WITH THE SHELLS GET THE SHOTTY RELOAD IT WITH THE SHELLS THIS SOME SELF HELP SHIT SO I'M PULLING IT MYSELF THE TRIP ON THE TRAIN IS A TRIP DOWN THE DRAIN EVADE ALL THE RAINDROPS DONT WASH ALL THE PAIN I SCOUR THE STONE BY IGNITING A FLAME I LIT UP MY HOME AND MY FAMILY NAME BREAKING MY BONE KEEP MY SANITY MAIMED NO CELLULAR PHONE CAN THROW OFF MY AIM IF THE NEXT MOVE WILL BE ENDING THE GAME I'LL BE ROLLING THE DIE TURN UP WITH A SIX (SIX, SIX) SICK OF THE LINES SICK OF THE TIME YOU ASK FOR WHAT I CAN'T BE MY PIPE IS HALF EMPTY BUT NO NEED TO WORRY CAUSE I'M REALLY IN A HURRY SUFFERING IS KINDA CORNY SO I'D RATHER DIE I'LL END IT THIS TIME IF IT DOESN'T GET HARDER THAN THIS STOP IT LIKE THIS WATER'S NECK DEEP CHOKE IN MY SLEEP HARD DAYS NIGHT EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK ALL MY KNOWLEDGE DISCREDIT IN EACH SIP STICKING OUT LIKE NAILS IN MY COFFIN EACH SIP SLIPS DOWN MY THROAT I KNOW I'M WINNING BATTLES IN MY MIND TRYING TO GET OUT MY FEET DON'T WORK THAT WAY BACK IN SOUTH IMAGINE IF YOUR FIRST BLUNT GOT YOU FOAMING AT THE MOUTH ALL MY TROUBLES TRAILS OF PISS IN MY PATH RUNNING AN ENDLESS MILE WISH I DIED BEFORE I SNIFF FORTY LINES BY THAT TIME I'M PROBABLY SATISFIED CANDLELIGHTS ILLUMINATE MY ROOM TONIGHT
3.
What Matters Is It Does Not 02:27
lyrics
ΩMEGA: PLAYING MY GAMES UNDER THE SUN AND THE RAIN IT''S STILL ALL THE SAME STILL COULDN'T MAINTAIN CAN'T DISTINGUISH THE PLEASURE FROM PAIN CAN'T FINISH STORIES CAUSE I TORE OUT THE PAGES TRAPPED IN CONSTRICTION, I WOULDN'T COMPLAIN DID IT ALL MYSELF BY THE WAY I BEHAVE I NEED A HELPING HAND TO COUNT ALL MY FAILURES COULDN'T USE MINE CAUSE IM HOLDING A RAZOR IT'S SUCH A TRAGEDY THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME THIS AIN'T SUPPOSED TO BE WAS BETTER IN MY DREAMS
4.
Hundredth Stab Wound 02:16
lyrics
ΩMEGA: THE MISEN SCENE IS GASOLINE ON YOUR TONGUE AND CHEEK I CAN SEE THAT YOUR KNEES ARE WEEK STOP YOUR SPEAKING TRIED TO EXPLAIN YOU HAD ALL THE DAYS IN THE FUCKING WEEK NOW YOU ABOUT TO BE SIX-DEEP CALL ME MISTER RIPLEY THE WAY I PLAY DICKIE BOY I CAN'T RELAX, WISH I HAD AN AXE HACKING, HACKING ON YOUR BACK THE BONES THAT I CRACK SIPPIN' ON COGNAC EVERY TIME I SPIN A TALE ASK THE DIFFERENCE CANNOT TELL BLOOD IS REALLY KINDA PALE YOU'LL NEVER FAIL WHEN YOURE IN HELL MY SOUL IS STUCK AT THE GABLE CORNERS THE TOLL THAT I PAID WHEN I CROSSED THE BORDER REACHING FAR FOR MY SHINING ARMOR I TURNED INTO A LIFELESS SOLDIER THE BRANCH I'VE BEEN HANGING ON IS ABOUT TO BREAK MY BACK WILL CATCH MY FALL TODAY I WONT SURVIVE EVEN IF I WAKE MY BRAIN ALREADY HAD SO MUCH TO TAKE IT NEVER FEELS THAT MY BODY ACHES SO MUCH TO KEEP BUT LESS TO EAT I CANNOT FEED MY MOUTH IS SEALED THE TASK AT HAND IS UNFULFILLED EVERYTIME I SPIN A TALE ASK THE DIFFERENCE CANNOT TELL BLOOD IS REALLY KINDA PALE YOU'LL NEVER FAIL WHEN YOURE IN HELL
5.
Orion 02:34
lyrics
ΩMEGA: FUCK A WAKE, FORGET ABOUT WHERE YOU WERE PLACED FUCKING FAKES, THINK YOU KNOW WHAT'S UP BUT DON'T KNOW WHAT'S AT STAKE MOVE AWAY, YOUR ACTIONS I CAN'T TOLERATE, YOU FUCKING FAKES ALL YOU WASTE OF SPACE ALL YOU SINGING HIGH PRAISES I CAN SEE THROUGH PLASTIC GET ON MY NERVES I'LL BECOME DANGEROUS AND DRASTIC DONT YOU SAY ANYTHING IF YOU CAN'T SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME GET YOU SOCKED IN YOUR MOUTH AND I'LL GLADLY DO IT FOR FREE GET TO KNOW ME WELL WITH ARSON AND A MURDER SPREE DON'T TEST MY VILLAINY, NO CHANCE TO BEG FOR SYMPATHY PROBLEMATIC MISOGYNISTS WHO KEEP CALLING IT AN INDUSTRY MANUFACTURED MIDGETS WORK WITH MINIMAL ABILITY ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN SUFFERING CAUSE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS JUST DON'T DIE LET IT BURN, LET IT BURN MAKE THE TABLES TURN LET IT BURN, LET IT BURN PISSING ON YOUR URN
6.
Ritalin Fever Dream 01:37
lyrics
ΩMEGA: DO YOU WANT TO PLAY THIS GAME WITH ME OR DO YOU WANT STAY THE SAME WAY EVERYDAY HELP YOURSELF TIGHTEN YOUR GRIP ON THAT BOTTLENECK HELP YOURSELF TAKE THE TEST CREATE A HOLE TO PUT THE LOAD RIGHT OFF YOUR CHEST WHEN THE SHADE JUST INVADES THE MEMORY REPLACE DREAMS TO A GHOULISH DISPLAY
7.
Fake Fucks in Shabs Land feat. Saint Ice Rocks 03:33
lyrics
ΩMEGA: I'VE NEVER BEEN SO AWAKE EYES SO WIDE YOU CAN'T COMPARE LASHES SO STIFF THEY FORM A RAKE INDULGE IN DARES, ENGAGE THE WALL WITH DEATHLY STARES BOUNDARIES BARELY THERE THAT'S ENTERTAINMENT LIKE FRED ASTAIRE FAIRIES GLARE, MY HEAD BEYOND REPAIR PUNCHING THROUGH A WALL THATS ALREADY BROKEN WATCH FOR LITTLE TOKENS FROM THE RUBBLE OF CONRETE FALLING LOOK WHO'S CALLING IMAGES OF FIRE AND ASHES FROM THE PIPE THAT'S BURNING CONSCIENCE RETREAT FROM RETURNING KNIFE IN MY HAND IS HUNGRY FOR A KILLING WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN VISION IMPAIRED BY THE NIGHT GHOST THE WHITE SMOKE STIMULATE THE RIGHT STROKES HYDE'S SOUL WILL APPEAR FROM THE PIPE HOLE WHY SO, WE BLUR THE REASON THAT WE FIGHT FOR NO ESCAPE FROM THE BULLSHIT LUMINESCENCE FROM THE ESSENCE OF SHABU HITS WISH YOU CAN END IT BUT THE FIRE IS BURNING, YOU KEEP ROCKING A CLOSED FIST PUSH STICKS AGAINST YOUR SLIT WRISTS FORGET YOU EXIST IN THIS CRUEL MIST OF SMOG, ASH, AND BURNT FOIL RECALL WHAT MAKES YOUR BLOOD BOIL PAIN, ANGER AND HATE SERVED AS A CHILD'S TOY WHAT BOY? THERES ONLY ONE WAY OUT THE WOODS TIE YOURSELF TO A TREE AND JUMP, BOY! SAINT ICE ROCKS: I AIN’T NEVER BEEN SO WOKE SIKE, OH NO! THEY BLIND THE DOPE SMOKE ON THE MIRRORS DOIN' LINES OF THE COCO TALKIN' OUTCHA ASS I DON’T MIND CAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW YA SOSO ORANGE IS THE NEW BLACK FADE TO BLACK BEFORE THEY PUT IN ORANGE YEAH THEY DO THAT HITCHA WITH THE ONE AND TWO NOW THAT SOME BOOM BAP VELVET ROPE HANG A COOL CAT LIKE A NOOSE WRAPPED PLAYIN SNAKES & LADDERS, CHUTES & LADDERS, SHOOTIN' SNAKES SHOOT 'EM BACKWARDS, SHOOT THE RAPPERS, SHOOT THE FAKES *CHK CHK* I PULL A DRACO YOU PULL A DRAKE I DID SOCIETY A FUCKIN FAVOR NOW WHO’S TO BLAME WHAT A SHAME ANOTHER BABY THAT’S IN A GRAVE YOU SAY YOU WOKE I LEAVE YOU SLEEPIN' INSIDE A WAKE YOU SAY YOU REAL WE KNOW YOU REAL, YOU REALLY FAKE YOU SAY YOU GOOD I DO YOU WRONG FOR GOODNESS SAKE ALL THESE COMMERCIAL FUCKS TRYNA CLAIM THEY UNDERGROUND THAT’S GOOD CAUSE THAT’S WHERE IMA LEAVE YOU FINNA MAKE YOUR MOTHER FROWN TALKIN' BOUT THE IT FACTOR CAUSE YOU JUST ANOTHER CLOWN YOU TAKE TWO LS LIKE YOU COOL J, BEHEAD YOU WHILE ROCKIN THAT CROWN DEATH TO THESE FUCKBOYS NOW I SAID DEATH TO THESE FUCKBOYS NOW BITCH DEATH TO THE PREP-HOP CLOWNS I SAID DEATH TO THE PREP-HOP CLOWNS BITCH
8.
Works of Fiction 02:53
lyrics
ΩMEGA: CAN YOU SAVE ME FROM THE DARKNESS I ENTERED I COULDN'T HANDLE IT, I DON'T KNOW BETTER BLINDLY PUTTING MY FOOT FORWARD ONLY CIRCLE I GO AROUND IS DOWNWARD MY EYES TURN BLACK ALL THE TIME WASTING EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE UNTIL YOU SUDDENLY DECIDED TO ARRIVE FOR A WHILE I THOUGHT I'D BE ALIVE I WILL ALWAYS STAY RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE WE WILL HIDE UNDER THE STARLIT SKIES ENDURE THE COLDNESS OF THE DARKEST NIGHT WRAP OUR ARMS AND GET THE FEELING RIGHT
9.
Instrumental Illness I 01:16
10.
Repeat Performance 02:31
lyrics
ΩMEGA: IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE NEVER EVEN BEEN HERE BEFORE THINK AGAIN, IT'S FAMILIAR CAUSE WE NEVER REALLY RESET THE SCORES WAKING UP TOO LATE IN THE EARLY MORNING HEAVY BREATHING, CANNOT STOP, VISION IS SORDID SIT BACK AND RELAX, TAKE A PILL, YOU HAVE TIME TO KILL INFINITY IS ABSOLUTE LIKE THE CONSTANT PAIN YOU FEEL OUR BODIES ALWAYS BEEN ATTACHED TO A SETTING THAT'S UNDER ATTACK WE ALWAYS TAKE BUT NEVER SEEM TO PAY IT BACK RETURN TO DUST, UNDER THE PAVEMENT FEELING QUITE RELAXED WHEN WE'RE IN HIDING OWE IT TO THE GROUND, WE HOLD THE PAYMENT ALREADY KILLED OURSELVES, KNOW ITS ONLY BASIC THE MOMENT WE BREATHE WE ALREADY IN DANGER FAMILIARIZE YOURSELF CAUSE EVERYONE'S A STRANGER SOONER OR LATER WE WILL DRY OUT THE WAGER KEEP STACKING THE FAILURES THAT BREAK OUR SHOULDERS WE CRAWL DOWN UNDER AND HIDE BENEATH CHOKE ON THE WORDS UNTIL WE CAN NOT BREATHE

about

If being a hater is hating on wack shit, then yes, we are haters. But rest assured that we hate ourselves more than we hate anyone else. S/o to Viper and Lil B. Thanks for being a positive force of energy in our negative world.
-skinxbones

This is dedicated to shut-ins who refuse to inherit the vile nature of the outside world. May you'll crawl the refuge of your bedroom walls. Keep your doors locked and listen to The Based God and Viper, survive.
-Ωmega

credits

released July 29, 2017

Ωmega:
SOUNDCLOUD : soundcloud.com/ooh_mega
TWITTER : twitter.com/ooh_mega

skinxbones:
SOUNDCLOUD : soundcloud.com/sxbprivate
TWITTER : twitter.com/skinxbones_


additional vocals and lyrics on Fake Fucks in Shabs Land from
Saint Ice Rocks:
SOUNDCLOUD : soundcloud.com/sainticerocks
TWITTER : twitter.com/sainticerocks

mixed and mastered by :
Serena D.C.
SOUNDCLOUD : soundcloud.com/serenadc
TWITTER : twitter.com/serena_d_c

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